Why is it I have these days when I feel like I do "nothing". I am always feeling like I did nothing. Really now...Today : I shopped for fruit trees this morning at a local nursery. bought 14 trees--Apple, plum, nectarine, cherry, mandarin, grapefruit/orange, pear and pomegranate. Went to the grocery store. I had a visit with Beth and Tonya. Had Grammy time with Laci. Took my mom and aunts dinner and had a visit with them too. Put lights up on the front porch. Fed horses and cleaned out water troughs. Cleaned the kitchen-once.I did NOT: make my bed, do any laundry, dusting or vacuuming. I did NOT mop or sweep. I did NOT scrub the bathrooms.
Still I wanted to: Pull weeds in the garden. Recover a old stool. Sew a dozen aprons. Make living room curtains. Decorate for fall. Organize photos (a never ending thing to do). Cook more, read more, write more, visit more...
Are my expectations just too much? Will I ever feel like I do enough?
I have anxiety about going to work on Monday. I like my job, I just don't want one anymore. I already have a job, right here, it's called "my life". Why in the world do I need another one. Oh yeah... it's that money thing- right?
Tonight time falls back 1 hour...maybe there is still time.
Better hurry!
Oh yeah..the rose pix has nothing to do with this post. I was sorting through pictures and just liked it. See...there I go again getting side tracked.
Wishing for more time and ambition.
The Girasole Lady
p.s. where is spell check in this new blogger format???
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